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so.. wear have i been
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eh hello, its been a while...
so much happened since the last time i was active here. i feel like some people here owe me an explanation. ill start with last january, almost a year ago (!) i used to live at home, with my perrants. but for years things were not going ok at home. we got into one giant fight a couple of days before my 16th birthday. i ended up staying at a friends house. my perrants got even more angry about the fact that i left them (even though, at first i thought it would only be for a couple of days). weeks past while the child protection tried to find ways with both me and my perrants to get me home. at this point i just couldnt handle going back home. in the end they decided it was better for me if i didnt have to go back. the plan now was to live on my own with a little of guidiance. there only was a waiting list that was going to take a couple of months. that was in may. i finished my school and got my diploma so i could go to artschool (july) at this point i was really depressed.... i hade some suicide attempts and got send to a clinic. i lost everyone because i was so unhappy constantly and pushed everyone away. and because i was constantly cutting myself, childprotection didnt think it was safe to let me live on my own. the last couple of months i have fought so hard to be wear i am right now. i'm in art school, i made the best new friends and even though al of that shit, i live on my own. i have found peace :3 i am finally able to focus on art again!!!
so im going to start posting stuff here again :')i hope this explains a lot, i'm just really happy to be back
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Update and YouTube
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Good Morning People c: how is everyone?
Did everyone Have Nice Holidays?
Good c:
So now that december is over, i can finaly foces on Art again and i started of with creating my own YouTube Chanel!!!
Yeah i know, i Make animations now.
m.youtube.com/channel/UCSLme9o…
So Yeah, Go like Go subscribe but Most importantly, enjoi whats on there for now!
Than, i was wondering if some People would be intrested if i started taking commissions that are paid via banktransfer. I Mean like Small Stuff as icons headshots Stuff with out a back ground.
Would anyone like that?
Than last, i'm going to be finishing a commissions upcomming weeks and i Have to do some Really important school Stuff cx
So i Dont know if i Will be actualy uploading but i'm doing shit for sure XD
Did everyone Have Nice Holidays?
Good c:
So now that december is over, i can finaly foces on Art again and i started of with creating my own YouTube Chanel!!!
Yeah i know, i Make animations now.
m.youtube.com/channel/UCSLme9o…
So Yeah, Go like Go subscribe but Most importantly, enjoi whats on there for now!
Than, i was wondering if some People would be intrested if i started taking commissions that are paid via banktransfer. I Mean like Small Stuff as icons headshots Stuff with out a back ground.
Would anyone like that?
Than last, i'm going to be finishing a commissions upcomming weeks and i Have to do some Really important school Stuff cx
So i Dont know if i Will be actualy uploading but i'm doing shit for sure XD
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is having a Raffle to celibrate her 1000 watchers, she's Always been a Really Nice to me and a great friend to. So pleassss Go check out her Raffel beacouse you can win some Nice Art from her c:<da:thumb id="650747339"/>
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I'M BACK!
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yep i'm back. life hit in hard like...... how long has it been? a half year?! yeah i'm so sorry for that.
but anyway i'm back. and better than ever. i've been animating, drawing, crafting you'll get it.
i also upgraded from a older version of pfhotoshop to cs6 so yeah, i can function properly now XD.
but i'm back! and hopefully for ever.
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what kind of artist am I to you?
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Stole this thingy from 
because I kinda liked it 
1. An "Idol" Artist - You are an artist I look up to, get inspiration from, and sometimes I wish I had your talent.
2. An Improving Artist - Your talent is obvious, but is not perfected. There are many things you can fix about your work, but that doesn't mean you aren't wonderful already.
3. A Normal Artist - You are a typical, everyday artist who wants to do their best and I have neutral feelings about you as a person.
4. A Compassionate/Caring Artist - You are an artist who does what they can to help other people, even if it means putting down everything you're working on to help someone in need. Your art is great, but your heart is greater.
5. A "People's" Artist - You do what everyone WANTS you to do. You tend to work more on things everyone else wants than what you want. If the community doesn't like it, neither do you.
6. A Tunnel Vision Artist - You draw a lot of the same subject matter and rarely divert from it, even when others suggest you should. As enjoyable as your work is, your lack of ambition to variate subject matter is off putting whatever talent you may have.
7. A Stuck up Artist - You have tons of fans yet you have sub-par artwork. You gain tons of attention and you soak it all up, but pretend you're humble about it. Although you can be nice, most of the time you're too "busy" soaking up your popularity.
8. An Invisible Artist - You're more of an enigma, choosing to upload art and stay off to the sidelines rather than participate too much with your watchers. You appreciate the attention you get, but you're not too social.
And people, I want honest opinions c:
because I kinda liked it 1. An "Idol" Artist - You are an artist I look up to, get inspiration from, and sometimes I wish I had your talent.
2. An Improving Artist - Your talent is obvious, but is not perfected. There are many things you can fix about your work, but that doesn't mean you aren't wonderful already.
3. A Normal Artist - You are a typical, everyday artist who wants to do their best and I have neutral feelings about you as a person.
4. A Compassionate/Caring Artist - You are an artist who does what they can to help other people, even if it means putting down everything you're working on to help someone in need. Your art is great, but your heart is greater.
5. A "People's" Artist - You do what everyone WANTS you to do. You tend to work more on things everyone else wants than what you want. If the community doesn't like it, neither do you.
6. A Tunnel Vision Artist - You draw a lot of the same subject matter and rarely divert from it, even when others suggest you should. As enjoyable as your work is, your lack of ambition to variate subject matter is off putting whatever talent you may have.
7. A Stuck up Artist - You have tons of fans yet you have sub-par artwork. You gain tons of attention and you soak it all up, but pretend you're humble about it. Although you can be nice, most of the time you're too "busy" soaking up your popularity.
8. An Invisible Artist - You're more of an enigma, choosing to upload art and stay off to the sidelines rather than participate too much with your watchers. You appreciate the attention you get, but you're not too social.
And people, I want honest opinions c:
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